No. 91
Utabiri- Forecast
Friday, 28 February 2003
Dear Amare-Amuri,
Understand that I am telling you my story
Because I do not want you to believe
The lies and misinformation about me
That people tell you
I am not what they say
I am more than that.
Though my birth family is fractured
I am determined to find out the truth
Of the history of my family
Even if it causes people to shun me.
Alot of secrecy in the family of my mother I do not like at all
They cannot forgive each other
And they can hardly be considered a family unit
Since they do not visit or talk nicely about each other
But my birth father Oanez has a whole other story!
I will reveal more in time
Once I get more information
And dissect it for myself.
I love my birth mother Azelice and my birth father Oanez
But I am tired of the hiding, lying, and shaming that goes on
I am done with it
Rest assured I will not cause too many upsets verbally
I will always be dignified and respectful
But I just cannot trust what they say
Because what if I do not have a learning disability?
What if it is a lie?
I know I am intelligent!
I need to do more research into my family
And into the history of intellectual disabilities
Before talking to my birth parents about this
Because something does not add up to me
How can I be intelligent
Yet have issues with conversations
And stuff like that?
All my love,
Mama
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